Times newspaper sux! 
Monday, June 26, 2006, 06:12 PM
The Times newspaper and all those who run it need to be shot for treason. But them out in front of everyone, broadcast it live on TV, and let everyone everywhere see what happens to those who commit treason. It's bad enough they never publish any of the truth on the good that the troops are doingin Iraq and elsewhere, because that's to boring and won't sell newspapers for their greedy hands. But that's the same for all the newspapers, news stations and what not, if it idn't bloody, gore, mean, torture, unbelievable stupidity, then it won't sell and they can't make their fricking Profit!

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ooop's... forgot something... 
Friday, June 16, 2006, 01:52 AM
Hey I forgot to mention something... I'm up to "7" moles! Yes folks I have now trapped 7 moles in my yard and hope like hell that's it.

Has it been this long? 
Friday, June 16, 2006, 01:38 AM
Can't believe it's been this long since I've done anything here.... damn! Well, if it makes any difference at all, it's been a shitty time since my last blog entry. Having doctor appointments, pain, more pain and pain again, what's new? Now I have pain behind my ankles right above the heels of my feet. It only happens if I try to stay busy doing odd and end things around the yard and then stop for a bit. As soon as I stand up, the pain is really noticeable. Doesn't go away right away until after I've been back on my feet for a bit.
On the other side of life, I just read an article on China. They now consider themselves a civilized and human nation as they have recently started using "Death-Mobiles" or vans. They drive these vans to whatever town in the area that has a prisoner that is scheduled for execution. Though they are still utilizing the firing squads they have been using for years, they feel that since starting the use of death by lethal injection that it makes them more....... humane? Hhhmmm... go figure, I really can't quite grasp the connection here folks...
Well that's enough for tonight, I'm tired, sore, and frustrated as hell and need to go take more fricking pills.

Have I mentioned... 
Friday, May 26, 2006, 01:38 AM
Have I mentioned that I really hate the high humidity, and how painful and uncomfortable life is when the humidity and dew point are up there! It literally sux.
It wouldn't be so bad if it was just a one day deal, but no.... it has to go on, and on and on. I don't get in to see my VA doc until June 7th, and can only hope I last that long. I am not sure what to do until then, actually, there isn't anything that I can do but wait to be honest. Just wish it didn't have to take so long. In the mean time I have to do something about the pain, so I have no choice but to use what I have on hand.
Hoping our cucumber plants make it. We planted them a few daya ago and of all things, we had 2 days where the temperatures dropped to freezing. It's hard to tell at the time so we planted some seeds in a mound type planting in the back garden. We've got 6 tomato plants, oh my, and some green beans in the back along with the asparagus and now cucumbers. The wife wanted to plant the bell and banana pepper's up in the front garden, we've got about 12 plants maybe, being green, red and banana pepper's. A few are mixed in with the flowers and such so it'll be interesting to see how it turns out.
I'm tired, I hurt and I don't want to go to bed because I know I have to wake up in the morning and deal with the pain all over again and it's always fricking worse in the morning. Oh well, life must go on I guess.......

Ann Arbor VAMC 
Friday, May 19, 2006, 02:12 AM
Well it was a definite long day, the trip down the Ann Arbor VAMC to see the Pain Management clinic was almost a waste of time. Or so we we're told at first, only to find out in the end that it was the right thing to do. Their recommendation was for me to get off the morphine pills and stay with the Fentanyl patch, increasing it to the max doage of 100 mcg/hr. They don't think the morphine pills are getting fully in to the system because of my stomach problem. But also to put me on a pill to sleep at night and another for depression that will help motivate me some. Not that I need motivation, but more along the lines of giving the body the sleep it desperately needs, and relaxing the body and mind together I guess. I sure as hell aint depressed, but a bit tired of taking narcotics for so many fricking years. But, they also want me to stay active, do a lot of stretching and such as it's important for the bones and muscles to get the needed exercise. It's not as if I don't try and stay active, I can gaurantee that, and so can other's. But I admit, I don't stretch as often as they say I should. So I'll definitely give it a shot. Otherwise, if I can't get relief just from the damn patch, then it's on to liquid morphine. All I can say is HELL NO!
I'm tired of taking so many pills and narcotics. I'm tired of dealing with the pain, but I am at a loss as to what else to do. They also suggested some Yoga, which may not be a bad idea. Like I said, I'm to the point I'll try anything. With arthritis eating away at my body, Osteoparosis and such, I need all the help I can get, and anyway I can get it.
There'll be no more partying for me though. Sorry to say in a way, but when I have to chose between one or the other, being pain or no pain, I am all for the no pain, or even less pain. I want to make it another 40 years at least, so whatever its going to take, I'm willing to try. I just want some real relief. But, I haven't really been partying either so there is no loss there.

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